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blah...i dont care anymore....

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 9:12 PM
i really really dont care if y'all read this or not..but i just wanted to get it out before i [try] to go to bed. A lot of people know i am depressed and all that mombo jumbo but i cant take any of it much longer. its eating me inside, i dont know what else to do. some time i want to end it but than i think bout my friends and family and then i dont want to any more. im scared alone and out of hope.....

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: the wind

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NAME: mcrfob
AGE: 17
FAV BANDS: MCR,Owl City,KoRn,TBS,TH,and many other
FAV COLOR: red
OTHER FACTS: im shy, i love music and i love to draw



The Life of Depression

Its like a blanket,
it covers my tears,
and hides my fears.

My eyes are heavy,
red and swolen.
i cant stop crying

this is my life,
i have no say.
im not worth it,
please dont cry.

This is my depression,
its my life,
controlling every move.
Theres no breaking

Im sorry for this
i have no control.
please dont cry,
im not worth the tears

This is not the real me,
this is not who i am,
this is my life
my life of depression.

Devious Info

  • Interests: music,drawing,my chemical romance
  • Favourite movie: nightmare before christmas, LOTMS,TBPID
  • Favourite band or musician: MCR,tokio hotel,shinedown,TBS,KoRn, ICP,Slipknot, and many more
  • Favourite genre of music: rock,punk,country(yesh i do listen to it)/ anything really
  • Favourite artist: my chemical romance,gerard way
  • Favourite style of art: anime,still life,real life
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod!
  • Tools of the Trade: im not short, im fun size!

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:iconmental-illnessclub:
Thank you for :+devwatch:ing the club! :love:
:iconvoodoobunni:
Thanks for the Fav.

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"I'm hardly capable of half the damage I'd like to do. I could swear that I don't care, but you know I'm too full of shit to think this through..."

- Envy on the Coast - Starving Your Friends
:iconartonastick:
Thanks for the fave ^^

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:iconpurplepaintdrops:
Thanx for the faav!!
*runs around in circles*
have a cookie :cookie:
:iconincr3as3-th3-c0l0r:
Hey! Thanks For the Fave! ;D

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"Yeah well, I turned Gibbs into a raging, abusive, STD infested, alcholic asshole.

WHO WOULDNT CRY? D:"

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